Portia De Rossi said she was a closeted gay and was very afraid to open up. Ellen Degeneres’ wife, Portia was on ‘Ally McBeal’ at the time and was living as a closeted gay and she was very very afraid that if she talked about being gay it would be the end of my career.

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more photos of the happily married couple after the jump…

Ellen Degeneres and Portia de Rossi was on Oprah Winfrey’s Show on Monday. This was their first interview as a married couple.

Oprah asked Portia when she knew Ellen was the one.

Portia said: “When I first laid eyes on her,”  “But it took me three years to actually tell her how I felt about her, because I was on ‘Ally McBeal’ at the time and wasn’t living as an openly gay person. I was closeted and very very afraid that if I talked about being gay it would be the end of my career. So I wasn’t about to date the most famous lesbian in the world.”

“She’s my wife, I get to say that she’s my wife and that’s just the way it is,” said Portia.

Ellen praised his wife Portia:

“This is the smartest, kindest, most wonderful woman that you’ll ever, ever know,”

“Anybody who’s married knows there is a difference,” said Ellen. “It feels like you’re home. There’s an anchor, there’s a safety. I’m going to be with her until the day I die and I know that.” – via Huffington News

Ellen, 51 and Portia, 36 were married on August 16, 2008 at their home, they had a small wedding with nineteen guests including their respective mothers.

Seriously, Ellen & Portia look so happy together! Sheesh, I could have never guessed that Ellen is 51! Wow she looks young for her age.

photos: Bauer Griffin

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