Julien Hug’s live-in girlfriend in a heart breaking interview opened up about Julien, the former Bachelorette contestant. Julien committed suicide and his body was found earlier this week.

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Jennifer Bell broke down sobbing throughout the interview talking to Radar Online about the love of her life, Hug.

Bell said Hug was a “free spirit…a pure man–nothing but pure goodness.”

Bell, 35 crying hysterically as she spoke out about her love for Julien and their life together. They knew each other for a year before they began dating.

“We were the light of each other’s life. Everyone, I mean everyone loved this man. We lived together in San Diego, in a beautiful condo,” “This is beyond painful. We’ve been together for two amazing years.”

“He was so misunderstood in many ways. People wanted him to be this Bachelorette star. That TV show was not even one percent of who he was. The whole TV stuff he did…that was a small part of him….he went on that show to travel and explore adventure.”

Jennifer also revealed to Radar Online that she and Julien were thinking about marriage.

“We talked about getting married in Montauban, France,” “He even spoke French to me. He spoke the language so eloquently and lovely.”

“I had two of the best years of my life with him. They have been nothing but pure happiness to me.

Julien was my life and I’m so devastated. I’m hurting and can’t believe it.”

Why did Julien suddenly took his life?

Jennifer said, ”Maybe he was masking pain that we don’t know yet. Maybe he was wearing a costume. But regardless of whatever happened, we lost a beautiful man. A beautiful soul. I lost part of my life.

“His death is so unexpected.”

Jennifer tried to compose herself but started sobbing again as she thought about her life without Julien.

“Everything in our condo reminds me of him,” “It will be so heart-wrenching to step into our house again. Our photos. His smell. His motorcycle. Our life was there.” “I don’t know how I will be able to do it.”

It is so heart breaking.

For information about suicide prevention, contact the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-TALK (8255).

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